Putih Abu-Abu

Eh lo mesti tau gue masuk ke SMA yang gue pengen GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(><). Iya sekarang gue anak SixtySix₁₅!!!!! Dan pas masuk gue keinget bu SM hahahahahahahahahahaha kenapa dia bisa bener terus sih hahhh gue bete tauuu dia gapernah salah apa ngeramal Щ(°▲°Щ) eh maapin aku bu SM hehehehehe(._.”). Berarti arti dari sukses UN tuh masuk ke SMA yang diinginkan dengan jerih payah sendiri toh... pantesan temen-temen gue yang masuk di SMA favorit-nya tapi pake bocoran ga dibilang sukses UN hmmmm(__-__). Lucu juga yaaaa hihihi :D

Otomatis gue pake rok putih abu-abu bruhh B). Temen gue Maya masuk SMK 57, Sultan masuk SMK 3 Percik, dan Fahri bareng gue masuk 66. Cuma gue berdua sama Fahri yang masuk sekolah reguler, Maya sama Sultan masuk SMK Rintisan Sekolah Bertarif Internasional, eh Bertaraf Internasional maksudnya :D yup SMK RSBI. Di Jakarta ada sih SMA RSBI tapiiiii gue gaboleh masuk situ. Gue juga ga minat sih karena kalo gue masuk situ mungkin gue udah setengah gila karena SMA RSBI yang deket rumah gue itu isinya anak pinter-,-

Di SMA 66 anaknya stylish semua, gue berasa paling culun tau ga-,- ceweknya behelan, cowoknya jambulan, dan gue? Gendutan-,-. Pertama kali MOPDB asli loh gue takut banget. Sebenernya gue maleeeeeeees ikut MOPDB tapi nyokap maksa ish 3-|. Kakaknya galak apalagi kak Savira L. Tapi gue tau sih dia sebenernya baik tapi tetep aja bikin ketakutan-___-“. Terus gue ikut eskul teater, TERASONTIME; TEATER ANAK SIXTYSIX ON TIME YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!! Sumpah asik banget ikut teras ga nyesel aaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Semuanya kayak orang gila, bahkan kakak kerudungan juga ikutan gila eeeeee maapin aku kak kyora huuu sumimasenoooooo(.___.”). Intinya anak teater semua bebas berekspresi hihihihiJ. Alasan gue masuk teater supaya gue bisa nuangin isi kepala gue di teater, gue ga pernah bilang itu tapi mungkin mereka tau walau tidak tersurat huhuu. Yaaa lo tau isi kepala gue apaan kan? Bukan bokep!!!!-,- imajinasi yang imposibruhhh :DD

Di kelas 10 ini gue janji gabakal ngulangin kesalahan gue 3 tahun yang lalu. Gue gamau jadi anak yang dimarahin guru terus, yang jarang ngerjain pr, yang males sekolah gue ga mau. Gue mau jadi orang yang berguna, gue mau jadi apa yang gue pengen dan gue sadar itu semua ga segampang ngelempar hape ke kasur tanpa jatoh ke lantai kalo lagi emosi(?). Gue mau ngebuktiin, apakah bu SM bener lagi ngeramalnya apa dia Cuma mengada-ada kalo gue bisa sukses di umur 29. Yang jelas sih... gue ga terlalu percaya HAHAHAHAHA maapin aku bu SM jadi gamal00 :3

Identity Leaked?

Oke pertamanya gue gugelicious, gue cuma pengen kasih tau gue adalah gugelicous
Pertama gue penasaran siapa sih omgugel itu? Dalam pikiran gue dia orangnya kharismatik, ngerti what a woman feels, but who is he? dan gue coba figure it out
Dia make avatar yang fotonya cuma setengah. yaaaa maksudnya biar ga ketauan siapa dia. tapi makin lama dia makin ceroboh dan gue berasa kenal sama itu orang. gue cari di google ttg omgugel dan... gue shock. fotonya itu mirip banget sama anak SMUN ** yang namanya ******. could that be possible? gue langsung tanya ke temen gue yang kebetulan mengagumi (yup correction dari si dia walaupun lebih consider ke suka :P) si ****** itu, dan pas gue kasih fotonya dia bilang "astaga chaaa ganteng! kamu dapet darimana? itu kak ****** kan?" (intinya gitu gue lupa dialog originalnya).gue jawab "bukan, itu omgugel...........". gue berdua shock dan kepo abis. gue ngomongin itu semua di twitter dan fb, and it seems someone stalked my twitter account. so i ended up the conv. and never talk about it anymore with my friend. behelnya, sipitnya, idungnya, terutama senyumnya! itu lengket banget sama si kak ****** di memori gue. entah gue gatau bener apa engga but i'm pretty sure about it

To my beloved bestfriend

Singing the happy songs with sad expression
Share the warmth of the sun
Help the people with her pure heart
When the others try to dirt it


Life is a game
Once you fail, you can try it again
Never losing hopes, never stop dreaming
Try to fly with broken wings
Cut her legs, take her soul
Nothing can stop her but herself


Flow wherever the river goes
Just a small fish
Swimming through the rough river
With thousands mysteries above her head
Feeling curious, but never dare to prove
Never know she could be the brightest star
Only if she dare to take the risks


Smart enough to judge, but easily can trust
No broken bones, no torn skin
Hand everything she got to help others
But fooled in the end


Only few who want to help her stand
Back to the black notes
Minor and Mayors
All blended together
Singing the happy songs with sad expression

The boy who shouldn't be named

Once I met a boy
Yellow skinned with black hair
Run along the corner
Smart enough to mature, strong enough to survive
But his heart isn't as strong as his body
Karma is not the answer, revenge is
Leaving scars to worn out dolls
Stared them with sadness, treated them with evil
Sugar coated the bitter core


No one knows what was his purpose
But I know, somehow he has his own answer
Although no one could understand
Never moan, never cried
Fear the light, brave the dark
Bury the hopes, bury the dreams


Like a mirror
Reflects everything
Telling the truth
Instead of fakes


Once I met a boy
Just a boy..
Happily tagging along the sad ones
While his heart crying so hard